Today

More like...tomorrow?
Well, I'm writing about yesterday.
I guess it's not really much to talk about. Basically, mom hates this new place, it's always noisey, people talk trashy, we want to move back to L.A. but we have a credit issue to deal with and our car was stolen a few weeks ago so that makes it hella hard to move again, she's bugging me about school and my career, "You're getting nowhere with your life, maybe you should've done that porno job you got offered" or "You're good at voice acting like a girl, why don't you get a phone sex job." or "You know how to use a computer, why don't you get a secretary job", we argued for a few hours, I'm dealing with violent-typed homophobes on a day to day basis,I bitched and cried my ass off, because of everything going through my head about my physical, financial, housing, romantic and emotional/spirital difficulties.
And trust me. They're difficult, I'm not some emo kid with invisible problems, so please don't go there.

After the morning full of all that, we went to our previous residence, back in good ol Santa Ana. HAH......Mum picked up her paycheck, I went into the apartment and got the rest of the things I wanted to keep, which was all food btw...plus easter eggs >>;, then we headed up to the Adult Education center to see about Job Referrals, Schooling, GED test, etc.

On the fucking way there though. I swear to god. So many people hit on me. This guy driving by at the bus stop gave me this look that sent shivers down my spine AND THEN...a dude on the BUS didn't think I knew he was looking at me. He looked like he was in heaven just staring at me. I have no idea why. I swear it pisses me off when people like THEM (Gross people) think they could ever have anything to do with me in any intimate way whatsoever.I ended up taking off my sunglasses and giving him my uber death glare. He got the message. ;PEh...To wrap it all up.

It's like what...nearing 3AM now? Phone keeps ringing, no way to turn it off (It's a pay phone...yeah...in the HOUSE.) People in the house are coughing their brains out. I'd really give people advice but, they don't listen to me? Here's one thing...When you have a friggen lung infection...don't fucking SMOKE...duh. And the next thing...Don't eat junk food.
I don't think they teach kids too much about health in schools now do they? You need to realize that sugar and carbs are the worst thing you can have when you have an infection. So completely avoid the stuff for at least 3-5 days during your sickness. That means no fruit or juice either. It'll just make the bacteria grow more.
Cut back on the Breads, Oatmeal, Wheat, Potatoes, Corn, Beans, etc. It will also cause your infection to worsen.
Drink 40-50 ounces of water (adding mint or "Throat Coat" Tea to it helps tons with irritation), have chicken broth with vegetables, tomato soup with a little bit of brown rice and have protiens like eggs and fish. Oh and of course, sleep a lot and make it a point that you "Sweat it out", it'll speed up your recovery time and you should feel all better within a week promise.

Anyway, the doctor has come out of my brain again. But it's good to listen. I don't always listen to my "internal" doctor and then regret not following the rules.The rest of my day was focused on the College preparation stuffs and getting one of those...normalish jobs so y'know...I can pay my rent, get a new car WITH insurance this time, get back to my doctor and finish therapy and of course, get my damn music career rolling once and for all.
I also hung out with some friends I havn't seen in a long time. <3 From all I've been through, I thought it was a waste to come down here but thought twice when I realized I actually have people that care about me down here in the OC.
So it's all good :3

Imma go sleep now.
Night~